Ive been gone for soooo long.. and there are many such reasons which i will rant about...

RANT BELOW!!!!one!

Mmkay the last time i did a piece and uploaded it wasssss.... Nov 2008... thats a long while Mainly because doing art at school eats my inspiration and destroys it kinda and then i wonder about whether i should do it next year and now im not sure. :\

Also i have been going to a psychologist about my periods of ... upsettedness...
Yeah thatsa really long story about heartbreak in there which lead to my sadness (i don't wanna say despression... cus i dunno they're diffrenet things) to get worse and so i would pretty much cry everyday over this heartbreak and gah just spiraled downward.

Also long and confusion paths of sexuality which i think im pretty set for now was a big downer for a while.

I'm really sensitive to like any form of dissapointment now so like if i get the slightest discouragment and sledging on me while my hopes and mood is up i totally crash and become dispondant at everything.

Intense Episodic Dysphoria. Is what i have. SO yeah ive been really uninspired drawing stuff here and there. I have some pics i would upload just need to get round to it. Be easier if the scanner was in mah room.... but its not :\

Also im like only just passing school cus im too damn lazy to be bothered to do any work for it D:

So yeah i think ill try and come back now and start drawing again and slowly pick up using photoshop again a bit later



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Yeah things ill probably be scanning at some points.

New characters design.
Random people/ characters :\
Yaoi O_O cus i love eet
Maybe some stories :\


Im currently inspired soooo lets hope it lasts longer than my 5 minute usual